Friends and family would have known that I’ve been in a deep depression recently, no thanks to an idiot non-suitability in a crucial part of my life. Basically what I’ve been complaining about all this while in my previous posts, so read shall ye J

I wanted so badly to just give up, but on a hindsight all that pain & pressure was never really worth it. I received an SMS from my sister, and although some of you might not think much of it – it actually gave me a whole new hope and something to hang on for.

It read :

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Happy moments – Praise God. Difficult moments – Seek God.

Quiet moments – Worship God. Painful moments – Trust God.

Every moment – Thank God.

I cant tell you how much that little message inspired me. The next day, I really found the light at the end of the tunnel J

Don’t worry, im still very much alive.

Due to some twist of fate, and by her own actions, I have been (as my colleague puts it) “Put out of my misery”. And so much sooner than I expected too. It’s great to be able to breathe again.

Finally, I can say that im happy to be where I am again. Fingers crossed that the new world I’ve crossed into is as rosy as others depict it to be. But it sure as hell wont be the hell I’ve grown accustomed to J

Hehe. You cannot believe how happy I was when the biatch broke the news to me on Thursday evening. In fact I wanted to celebrate that nite but maybe it was over excitement, maybe it was weeks long of pent up frustration – and I became sick. Nothing major, just a fever and a throat infection but I was still happier than I have been in weeks. And I cannot tell u how good it felt to just forward ALL the incoming work back to the biatch with the words “For your further action”. Muahaha. That must have sooo pissed her off.

I mean, I was nice enough to even offer to help out til Friday. But the biatch was as proud as ever, and said “No, you can switch teams tomorrow. And if anything new comes in, just forward it to me. You don’t have to explain anything to anyone. And yes, it might be a bit difficult to handle it on my own but I’ll just have to put in some extra hours”. Alrighty then. If she still thinks im more bane than boon. It’s her loss, and my gain Good luck to her in trying to figure out all those IT lingo, being the dinosaur that she is. Im laughing even now as I heard her say previously “What’s a blog?”. It’s something of which you have been a topic in many times over, bitch.

God is amazing, and miracles do happen. Thank you so much for answering my prayers. You rock the world.